I used to write poems for a sister
who cherished my poems or so I think)
Then she found a mister
who took her to the end of the world or just 14 hours apart, wink ;)

We got apart and busied in our lives
It's hard to make time, true fact I'm still sleep deprived
We both trying in our different worlds to survive
But I'm trying to make this thing revive

I still do write time to time
which doesn't even rhyme
but it's not to a earn a dime
I know! here we go, how sublime

Dearest friend,
hope you and hubby doing great
making occasional romantic dates
no need to rush to reply and don't feel obligate
We'll meet again soon, if it's written in our fate


Miss you kinda... Hope you're doing great...

Bummed

The man who plays the guitar in the street 

Played the same song over and over again 

I wasn't sick of his beats

Maybe yet.... 

It just felt close....

Every freaking time I heard it.... 

I miss took him many times thinking may be he's singing it to me...

May be he knows me, he has heard me.... Or  may be secretly stalking me.....

Or may be he can read minds.... 

It wasn't about broken hearts

It was about a traveller 

Who wanted to see the world 

But yet to be at home after every journey

For the home cooked meal and mother's love.... 

Then I sigh 

Thinking when I ever will... 

War

Some battled for love
Some for money and power
And some for life

Just because I'm feeling it!

Sorry for cursing
Just saying it loud will make me feel good!
So try to understand!
But today is just a F*cking sh*t day!!
F*ck F*ck F*ck!

Life in general

Life's giving me sour lemons these days...

I tried to make lemonade 

Didn't work 

Then I start eating them raw

It was tangy but bearable 

And now I'm free

Finally, 

I'm a believer of "nothing lasts forever" now

You just have to take some action sometimes to get over with.

No title

Who are you?

I am nothing

Who'd you want to be?

Someone successful

How hard you'd try?

Then I realised

I don't try hard enough

I settle my mind for less

I can do better, I know...

But at the end

Will it matter??

What a day!

Nothing goes my way. Damn it!

Life goes on.......

Naked we came.....

Naked we go.....

Half of our problems are laughing stock to someone who's trying to hide from a gun, in a war 

Someone who lost everything and still trying to work it out....

Someone who's on death bed counting days........

Someone who's waiting until they find a cure to their endless suffering....

It's just our clock has not stopped ticking,

Yet.....

Next moment.... Later.... Or someday it will....

Don't look forward to it....

If your quota of time has ended here....

It doesn't mean that, it's the end of everything.... 

World is not going to end 

Everyone will move on 

Some sooner and some later.......

It's the memories you leave behind:

That will live and last forever....

It's your responsibility to make it worth while or else....

So live, laugh and love 

In Every single moment you can steal from your own busy life....

Treat people as it's the last time you're meeting them.... 

Because we really don't know what happen next....

Leave good memories..... 

Don't be stingy to be happy or radiate your happiness....

Haters gonna hate 

Teach them how not to hate...

Handle with care.... Everything.....

Because everything in life is fragile, even life itself....

Naked we came

And naked we go..... 

Dream Catcher

Twilight is not ours but dawn 

Wait for me there

Every end has a beginning 

Wait until you see it

It has not ended, yet started 

See the daybreak 

When the first light touch the land 

I'm there, in it

The wind now, rustle your hair and tickle your face 

I'm there, in it

The first rain that end the drought and kiss your face

I'm there, in it..........

After I'm gone.......

Yet I'm gone for too long

I'm still there

Never leaving your side 

Even the promises we made are meant to keep 

Though those can easily break 

I'll compromise 

I'll be there.........

In despair 

If you miss me on one of those long hollow nights 

Keep in your mind that everything is empty for me as for you 

And never forget 

You're liberal and unbound for options in-front of you 

I want you to choose wisely 

Keep in your mind to hope for a better tomorrow 

Where you might see me 

If you allow yourself 

Take the moment and make the best of it

Face the ambiguity with a healthy dose of adrenaline 

As I say all the time  

There will be always a tomorrow  

Waiting for you 

New journey 

With vagueness and new promises 

Embrace it and climb as much as possible 

Wisely..... Always wisely....

Do not let it decide but you

Where you want to be at the end of the day.....

There will be ups an downs 

Success, Mistakes, accidents,  and disasters 

Do not let yourself down.....

Because I'm right beside you

Encouraging you, strengthening you  

May be in a far corner of your mind 

Pushed back and hidden 

After "too long" 

But I'm still beside you 

Even if you do not intend to have me 

We're under the same sky 

Albeit in different dimensions 

Life is a balance of holding on and letting go

I will leave you with li'l bit of wisdom and enough warmth to last until you find me in you,

Until you find me in genesis 

Do not search for me in the dusk 

But in the crack of dawn 

As twilight is not ours.... Wait for the dawn 

I've never taken away the light from you, but engender 

Twilight is not ours but dawn

Wait for me at the first light.....

As you think one day in one of those illusory, surreal numerous infinities 

You'll see me in the break of dawn 

You'll see your rainbow,

With li'l bit of patience, love, luck, charm, toil, gloom and rain

Will lead you to your own pot of gold

And even then I'll be beside you

As I always do 

Remember twilight is not ours but dawn..... 

Moments to Treasure

Moments when you can't hold your anger toward one another
remind yourself,
the happy moments together.......
the whispers, nods........
the secrets u share joyfully..........
little chats..........
hugs, cuddles, kisses, snuggles.............
bites, pinches, pats, caress.............. 
small fights, 
you wanted it too...
remember the feeling, 
of been the wise guy
or the twit or the crazy one or the lunatic or Mr. Fantastic 
coz its all u wished ages ago
when u were dreaming about the life with your better half
back hugging, caring, kissing top of your nose or temple or forehead or cheeks or neck or lips 
you wanted to feel the love more after those fights 
every moment has its own charm!
so cherish it,
forget about the anger,
so be it
if you are the wise one be the wise guy
if you are the one who messed it accept it.
Still the safest place for you in this world is right next to your better half!
look back and think!

 

















have happy loving time with your loved ones!
cheers to u & to me!

“Stop wasting your time looking for the key to happiness… the door is open and unlocked… just walk through it.” -Steve Maraboli

Meet My Husband

Patient, Caring, Dependable, Honest & Reliable
Kind, Loving, Intelligent, & a Family Man 
Healthy with a six pack which is now growing in to a family pack ....
Good Friend, Party Animal but a Little Workaholic  
& he gets edgy with the word "Husband".... 

Caring Eyes, Long eye lashes, Warm Heart, & 
Loves when I kiss the top of his nose or back of his neck.... 
Loves to hangout with friends & Easily fell into sleep without a fuss if lights are on....
Cool, Funny, A Good Team Player & handles pressure well....

Love Branded Clothing 
Owns every episode of the "Prison Break" and addicted to "Game of Thrones" 
Carnivorous, Sugar Addict, Love spinach & hates carrot in any form 
Easy to Read & very well Organized

He's my Wings, My Guardian Angel, My Shelter & My Shore when in Storms....
He's My Shining Star, My Sun & Moon
He's my Clark Kent, Peter Parker, Khaal & in other words, my Super Hero....

Calls me Irresponsible, Ignorance & Careless 
& says that I'm magnet to accidents....
But puts up with my Every whim & listens to me well no matter how much it sounds boring
Knows me as a book, somehow eats everything I                                                             cook & sometimes if I'm Mad he gets Wild 
But always Tries to make up....

I'm glad that we have each other in every weather  
I LOVE YOU

Chithra in the street

1.   Game

She backed off panting heavily after she ran for several miles under the baking sun. She cannot run. No more. She had enough with running and her tongue is about to sink and felt numb. She hit her back on the rough wall behind her. While her eyes still focused on the street in-front of her, she inspected the wall carefully with her mild tan skinned hands to find a way out, an exit or at least a hole to hide.

“Not now…. Please……. Not today…..” she murmured to herself.

It wasn't really easy to run in that street, where Chithra lived. Two feet street only good for walking, though the bicycles and dharme's cart runs once in a while. The other road, road which leads to her school is good. She wondered how she ended up here without running up there. She could have found a nice place to hide by this time if she continuously ran that way. It was Hema, the reason behind the taken bend was her elder sister. She was walking towards her. Facing her will be a big problem than facing the boys who, at the very moment reaching her.

"Chithra........." Somebody called her name out loud. Boys were there now. infront of her. 

"Chithraaa....." Again somebody screamed her name. She came to the reality with that voice. So did the boys. 

"Oh! NO!" Kamal, Nimal, Sunil, Kapila, Chooty Thilake, Thissa all the boys and Yamuna said together as a respond to that screaming voice. 

Little Kumar who is known as chutta shut his ears with hands. Some boys were already turned to the opposite side to run.

Her Mother Karunawathi has asked her to stay in while she 's out in the field. Hema was the in charge of her and the household. But Hema has asked her to wait outside the house until she comes from the library. She felt relieved. It is she who gave her permission to play. True that she didn't ask her to play but still... she said go out and wait. 

To be continued.....

Feeling blue

    After couple of days I had thiis idea of writing something. May be because I'm down with blue.... Any how it seems always, as I'm looking out of a shutter... The scenes are always blur and I feel like I didn't move a bit in my life. Not that I have no goals in life but I have priorities other than my goals. Well I know it sounds odd in many ways, but that's me.

    Things are in my life moving smoothly as the way others want it to be. And I'm just looking at it, just keep looking at it by letting it go. What if I gone from here.... far far away, where there is no one that I've ever met before? Will I be get bored after few months again? The thing is I don't mind of being with the same people around me. But the thing, which getting in to my nerves is, having to do what they ask me to do all the time. Since my motto is to live the life you've dreamed it's kinda hard to live like that. So let's just say Super Hard.

   I don't want to complain about it either. Cause what I have done is already happened. And you can't go back and make them right. That's what we have to learn from our life. No matter how hard you try you won't be able to make any word you say or anything you've done wrong in the past, correct or to take back. Cause I realized that moment has gone... So far away, gone forever. And that's a fact. We have to face it. Holding grudges won't do any good. This is a new day,  always try to think innovative and differently. Give people second chances, but not third. give others a kind smiles, which will light up your day as well as the other persons day. Hope for the best. Keep Smiling.

   There are loads of ups and downs in my life. There are more sad moments than happy moments. There are things, that I wish, it would never happen to me. There are things i never wanna go through again. there are things in my life that i wish i would have never done. And most important fact there are things I wanna try. There are much more... loads of things i wanna do, There are loads of places, people and food that i wanna go, meet and try. Life is all about living it up every moment. Lets give the slip to our worries....

                                                                                               

    Have a wonderful day!

My Clark Kent

   Persons who are into fictions, soap operas, movies, fairy tales n bubbly romances would love super heroes. I don't know about others but I love super heroes. I myself would love to have a super hero in my life. Not just "A Super Hero" but "My own brand of super hero" The sound of it even enough to give me a smile =) I know though most people deny of having a super hero is not their dream deep down we all need one. Not may be a super hero but a person who can understand you, who will admire you, no matter how clumsy or dumb u behave, a person who will think that it's cute of you, who will be with you any situation whether it's happy, sad or bad.

   Among all the super heroes I always loved  Super Man. At that time may be because of his super powers i liked him lot. He's like a "all in one" kind. :-| But with the time people grow up and their ideas can be differentiate with the ideas they had before . they'll see life in different perspectives. they'll make adjustments of their own thoughts  the way there opinions over persons and things. I'm not going to say that i hate super man now. I still do like him a lot. ;-) But now i like the Clark Kent form more than the super hero form.

   May be that's because, I have my own brand of Clark Kent. May be that's because I know he doesn't have super powers like flying, seeing through wall, blow a fire down and so on....( he would love to have these powers though... specially seeing through a wall which is not made of glass :-| ) and so I like to call him Clark Kent than Super Man. And I'm sure he'll burst in to laughs if I call him Super Man. But I know deep down he has all the super powers which needs to make me happy and smile =) I have experienced it more than 1000 times. So I can assure it. ;-) My Clark Kent is smart, handsome, cool, hot and most of all human. He is a human who gets angry over silly things which is good 'cause when he's angry I don't have to be angry at all. I just have to pretend that I'm angry =) I hope he'll forgive me for this.

  As I mentioned earlier my Clark Kent has his own super qualities. First power is his smile, which is brighter than morning sun but softer than its rays. It make the darkest days of my life into brightest days. And then comes his speaking eyes, which will tell you what exactly he's thinking. Trust me it gives you a super power which is known as "Mind reading" You will never fail to say what he's thinking if you see through his eyes. He's the warmest person who will never fail to fill you with love. Whenever I'm with him that warmth tells me that I'm not alone and someone is there to hold me if I fall, and give me the feeling that someone loves me so deep, Someone is there to protect me. He encourages me to do whatever makes  me happy doing, 'cause I know he wanna see my ugly bright smile. =) Whenever I do mistakes or anything clumsy, or dumb he thinks it's cute and drags my mind to something else n he makes me stops been worrying. But he has a real power. Trust me he still can control other peoples' feelings. I don't know how he does that but he can.

  And I wanted to tell my Clark Kent that I'm so lucky to have him in my life. No matter he doesn't have blue eyes, though he has no super powers like flying he is cute and and he's always making me fly. Love You loads loads 'n' loads.

A wanna be

Loise Lane for my Clark Kent

Tiny Toes =)

Ten tiny toes...
Moves even when he doesn't move
Here & there,
Without a rhythm
Like my poem....

Ten teeny toes...
So mild & soft
It glows in pink,
Even when lights are off

Ten weeny toes...
Cleanliness ones u can ever see
Looks so delicious :-|
I bet it taste sweet
Since he drinks only milk

Ten little toes...
Two cute feet...
He is a heavenly being
And a gift from god





To:
My angel Menash
 I love you bunches

From:
Greedy aunty Hansika (who wants to taste angels toes)